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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2003|08:30 pm]
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heh. ~L
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2003|01:40 am]
[mood |awake]
[music |Bjork]


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Nightmare Before Christmas!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Quiz crazy....my back teeth hurt really bad. better not be cavities...i'll punch someone if i have cavities!!!

BTW: organic chemistry rules. also dropped 200 bucks at Barnes and Nobles...on:
Welding Essentials (i don't quite know why yet...)
Teach Yourself Electricity and Electronics
Idiots Guide to the US Special Forces
US Air Force Special Ops
The Counter-Insurgency Manual
The Code Book (bestselling cryptography crap...wooo for confusing assholes!)
The Demon Haunted World
Essential Dictionary of the US military
201 Swedish Verbs

the guy at the counter appeared to be very afraid of me.

WHY CAN'T I SLEEP!? who put the curse on me, dammit??
I have much more to say, but i fear releasing it from my head. i'll spare u guys the pain. if anyone needs me, i'll be whining to my cat!
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C.S.I found to be universal drug of choice among mature college students! [Sep. 11th, 2003|05:58 am]
[mood |drunk]
[music |Mitra's Yowling/The Who]

Poll of Mature College Students limited to weekend_soul and myself.

NOTE: did not poll Amanda personally. Just guessed.

HOWEVER, I am a scientist by nature, and by profession, and i know she loves the Warrick too.

As thankful as i was to see Jonathan Rhys-Meyer's dirty bits (i deny any accusations of screaming girlishly -- i will kill the neighbors if they talk!), i still prefer to come home to the Warrick. Even if he exists only in the brand spanking new CSI Season 2 DVD Collection. That's bloody well good enough for me!
But it wouldn't hurt if Allposters.com could provide me with an extra large poster of his likeness. That would be sweet.

In other news, i have come to a very odd conclusion.

I adore organic chemistry.

No, really...don't laugh. i absolutely love it. i don't know how i will fare next semester when i do not have the option of taking it again. it is fun. i recommend it to all! (just know that...with the good comes the bad...a full year of suffering is usually required before one can begin to appreciate it's beauty).

that said, i am skipping inorganic chem today.

because i am drunk. and i have the class in two and half hours. donald trump couldn't pay me to get behind the wheel of a car. my buddy chris left only a few minutes ago (after an action packed night of CSI!), and i see no reason to test the bounds of fate.

my drunk ass will remain unthreatening. by boycotting the car idea until i have had a good nights sleep.

...can you believe it was two years ago?

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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2003|12:37 am]
[mood |indescribable]
[music |the hollow rush of wishes]

if there were words to express what i'm feeling right now, i think they might short circuit my computer.

its a hollow nothing, but at the same time, it's everything. every emotion i ever shared with him, with them...

everythings coming back, and i can't get a grip on it fast enough. how can he be gone when i'm just starting to remember what it was like to be there, in the middle of it all?
how can a key piece to the one place that always made me feel whole and content disappear...

life is short and unpredictable. and beautiful. and cruel. i'd give anything for one more day. just ten more minutes. ten seconds even. anything in the world.

"If I should go before the rest of you
Break not a flower or inscribe a stone,
Nor when I'm gone speak in a Sunday voice
But be the usual selves I have known.
Weep if you must,
Parting is hell,
But life goes on
So sing as well."
-Joyce Grenfell
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2003|03:38 am]
chain holding jack
Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
weddings! Drinks all around." You're the
life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...

Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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heeheeheeheehee....i am in love with johnny depp. he makes everything better.

tomorrow is the first of two memorial services. i have no idea how to make myself presentable for a funeral considering that my hair is in dreadlocks.

plus, i now have four tattoos to cover up.

got the fourth this evening. it is simplistic...odd...latin. and in a rather different font than i would have preferred. but i've got it, and now i'll never forget.

no one tell my mum
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2003|02:51 am]
[music |Y Tu Mama Tambien]

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle I Limbo

Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Circle IV Rolling Weights

Men Who Lie
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Qusay Hussein
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Saddam Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Uday Hussein
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

stolen from bordergold! =P
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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2003|12:03 pm]
[mood |broken]
[music |silence]

so the funeral is pushed back to saturday -- memorial service thursday.

this shit is all too weird. i've seen people die before -- family, friends my age, younger than me, what have you. i a lost a close college friend in november. i lost a theater colleague in 2000. and there have been others, whom i won't detail out of respect.

but this one...this is going to be the hardest thing i ever deal with.

i'll be seeing everyone soon, but with the good comes the bad. thank god ive got erin to bear it with me.

i'm starting to lose it. i called a friend who didn't know him, and choked on words. all i really want to hear is something that has nothing to do with this -- something totally meaningless and foreign. i want this to go away, and i want him to be back on the stage, back in dance studio three, back being an adorable young miscreant that had a tendency to spit milkshake all over me and scream, "Splooge!" seventeen years isnt enough.

it's time to get that fourth tattoo.
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2003|09:51 pm]
god has taken another

i leave for town to honor memories tomorrow.

how many times does my heart need to break this summer?
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2003|04:56 pm]
i'm sure at this point, even the most avid of lj readers is telling me to STOP POSTING. since this is like a record fifth inside a week...or tenth...

fuck man, i can't sleep anymore, so i post. i am tired and sunburned and PISSED OFF.
amazing what a little webtalk can do for the mood. i'm going to hold a sign over my head for the rest of the day with a big black rain cloud on it, so no one will bother me.

and im going to wake up matt tomorrow at 630 am by breaking down his door to the theme of twatty the moose. look at me go.

that is all
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2003|06:33 am]
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LOTR Boy Man-Slave by sullenrei
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Copyright 2003 - Martin Glaude

for those playing the home game...andy serkis provided the voice, and basic body movements...of gollum.

this is me cheating...

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LOTR Boy Man-Slave by sullenrei
Created with quill18</a>'s MemeGen!

dammit....this is me cheating properly *hides gun and memegen official behind back*

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LOTR Boy Man-Slave by sullenrei
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IN YOUR FACE, HAHA! i will ignore the fact that it took me more than ten tries to get this answer. because i am a badass. a cornrowed badass.

now, i have had cornrows before -- last summer. i don't remember them being such an occupational hazard back then. CANT SLEEP! scalp feels violently stretched and thin. my own stupid fault i guess! ah, the price of looking cool...still ignoring fact that am chubby white girl with cornrows.
oh, and another thing captain idiot (aka...myself) did today! she forgot to put sunblock on several key places!
1) underarms
2) boobs
3) knees
4) my whole back. due to the effect of the cornrows, it looks like i got a tan while sunning myself in a prison cell. straight up bars of red and white laced around back there. i haven't seen em. but my family keeps laughin.
laugh it up, u bastards!! i have found evidence that will shock and disturb u! i found a pornographic magazine in my mothers suitcase...this only serves to solidify my theory that she, in fact, was Linda Lovelace. From hereon in, i shall refer to this mission as....Operation Deep Throat. i...don't know what this means really (aside from the obvious reference), but i believe it will involve several prank calls to my mother from me and matt. mostly matt. and i might have to dig through her possessions (preferably her jewelry and make up drawer) for evidence!

gotta go be all spy like now dudes...got a goddamned 8 hour plane ride back to texas tomorrow, and i want to be good and tired for it.
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